I am actually crushing on this guy for the past few weeks now. I have been smiling at him every time I see him hoping he could flash his smile back at me but voila I am more like invisible to him as if I do not exist. Oh well, I tried to just ignore him but every time I see him and his gorgeous body oh I feel like my heart is melting. I want him so bad. I hope he notice me once and for all. Well, the thought of coming up to him and introduce myself were there but I am still hesitant, what if he does not like girls who come up to guys, what if he snob me, oh so many what ifs.... For the mean time, may be I will just wait for the right time wherein we could finally meet. I will just watch him from a far while writing my term papers, smile at his gorgeousness and most especially follow him until he loves me...Funny. I feel like I am Lady Gaga now with her song Paparazzi... yeah right! To complete this craziness here is the song of Lady Gaga - Paparazzi...

we are the crowd, were c-coming out
got my flash on its true, need that picture of you
its so magical, wed be so fantastico
leather and jeans, garage glamorous
not sure what it means but this photo of us
it dont have a price, ready for those flashing lights
cause you know that baby I

Im your biggest fan
Ill follow you until you love me, papa-paparazzi
baby, theres no other superstar
you know that Ill be your papa-paparazzi
promise Ill be kind, but I wont stop until that boy is mine
baby youll be famous, chase you down until you love me
papa-paparazzi

Ill be your girl backstage at your show
velvet ropes and guitars, yeah cause youre my rockstar
in between the sets, eyeliner and cigarettes
shadow is burnt, yellow dance and we turn
my lashes are dry, purple teardrops I cry
it dont have a price, loving you is cherry pie
cause you know that baby